6:45 pm. May 8th.
Pearson International Airport. Toronto, ON.
** 3 hrs to take-off **
EWB’s work… development work… the fight against extreme poverty: these are issues that the world has been working on for over fifty years. $1.3 trillion have been poured into the development sector and things remain stagnant. Over 1 billion people still can’t earn a sustainable income working over 12 hrs a day; they can’t send their kids to school; can’t get health care when needed; can’t feed their families every day.
People a lot smarter and much more experienced than me have made this their life’s work. They have earned PhD’s, started businesses and NGOs, and volunteered for millions of man hours. It hasn’t worked. Why?
I don’t have the answer to that question.
People have tried taking ideas from developed countries and applying them on undeveloped ones (ie. Green Revolution, Structural Adjustment). They’ve failed. They’ve made massive, global efforts to help the poor (ie. Millennium Development Goals). They’ve failed.
I spent the last week digging deep into these issues. Me and the 23 other volunteers heading overseas today have spent every waking moment of the last week pushing ourselves until our brains have hurt, and then pushed further (and there was an abundance of waking moments, let me tell you that).
We’ve done a LOT. We spent some time on basic safety/health, our hopes, our fears, and our expectations. But then we dived right into understanding rural livelihoods, ideas of how change comes about, what poverty and development are (we still don’t know), impact models, frameworks, agriculture, cultural and gender roles in Ghana and Burkina Faso… We’ve had to develop interventions we’d make in a given (14-page) scenario, attempted to get information out of (very accurately portrayed) farmers, have had to explain our ideas and get grilled on their shortfalls. We’ve assumed personalities of people in villages, in NGOs, in markets, and play out situations through their lenses.
On top of it all, we’ve done specific work for our overseas placements and communicated with other volunteers on the ground. We’ve also had personal coaches who’ve pushed and challenged us individually on our thinking over the course of the week.

An analysis of a rural household, it's vulnerabilities, and their strengths that can be leveraged for change
All these scenarios we’ve explored have been very specific. They all have intricate power dynamics between people, cultural advantages and limitations, norms, beliefs, and history.
So how can you generalize and try to “solve” extreme poverty for thousands of different sets of cultures, beliefs, and problems at once? How can you plan programs to address these issues when you don’t understand these specific factors? That’s what many organizations have been doing (and still are) for the last five decades. That is not what EWB is trying to do. For my placement, I have a very specific problem to work with, and there are a lot of factors even there. My job is not to change the world, but to add as much value as I can to the situation I’m put in.
So after all this thought, after all this brain-hurting grilling… now what?
Well, you can’t spend all your life thinking. There is never going to be enough information, because no one’s ever gotten this right. Ultimately, nothing will change without taking action. In the end, you have to take a leap of faith. An educated guess. You have to make a gut call.
I have a belief. I believe that change happens through people. You can always sit with a piece of paper and chalk out how a system should work and build it like that. But without the right people, without the right attitude, without the push from someone championing it… the system will FAIL. I believe in peoples’ ability to create change, and I believe in investing in that. I believe in partnership. I believe connecting people to each other is the pathway to creating change. These are my beliefs that I’m walking into this placement with. They may change, they may get reinforced, and that’s okay.
For every idea I have going into this, I probably have 10 other questions without answers. I’m making assumptions that would make any scientist cringe. I have little knowledge, and no experience. I’m 20. I’ve never done this before.
I have some other things. I have drive. I have passion. I’m committed to change, but I’m not committed to being right. I don’t have donors asking me for results, but I have people relying on me to do what I think is right. I have the opportunity to experiment, to be creative, and to work directly with the people to create change.
It’s time. I’m ready to make that gut call.
I’m ready to test out my ideas.
I’m ready to learn, to act, to challenge.
I’m ready to feel overwhelmed, to be inspired, to be stuck.
I’m ready to be constantly outside my comfort zone.
I’m ready to fall sick, and work through it.
I’m ready to try.
I’m ready to fail. I’m ready to succeed.
I’m ready to change, and I’m ready to create it.
I’m ready to walk onto this plane right now.
I’m ready. For Ghana.




